I think I have finally swallowed the blackpill but I still struggle to just let go off the anger. I've been a lurker of the bpf subreddit before it got banned but after that I started joining other radfem groups and begun buying into the whole socialization bs again. I would talk with guys who bashed feminism trying to make them understand about systematic oppression only for them to derail the issue and turn it into a whataboutme problem(what a surprise). I became exhausted but I would still jump to defend myself and feminism whenever a guy made a misogynistic opinion or joke whatever. I simply want to stop caring about them, I acknowledge that men won't change, the majority of women won't change and I'm wasting my time getting triggered over a reality that will never change. I want to stop being bothered by what men say and do and simply become indifferent cause life was still way more interesting and fun before realizing the shithole of a world we live

-Excuse me for my english if I make any mistakes, it is not my first language.