Repent.
Pray.
Confess to God that you trusted men instead of trusting Him.
Admit you fell into fear. Whenever we fear, we should repent, because fear shows a lack of faith in God. When you know the truth, you should be free from all fear, because if you know the truth, you realize you have a Savior who will never leave you nor forsake you. If you repent, God will forgive you and He can heal you.
1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
James 5:16 Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
Anyone can pray and talk to their Creator. I would also be happy to pray for you.
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