Literally nonstop I am having scenarios in my head to the point where I live my present life as a pack of daydreams made up in my head nowadays. You saw my ramblings lately how do I notice smallest shit that could be signs of interest and I keep getting them all the time, but it's invasive now.

This one foid that I find very attractive is behaving differently or it's my retarded imagination. She seems as if she became more distant to her dynamic foid friends and became by far more distant, she sits more often alone during lectures (as in further from groups of people) just like I do, she sits more often alone on corridor and minds her own stuff.

She started hanging out with two most attractive foids from my group, which is weird because she never did that before.

I also don't get why she keeps liking my comments on messenger each time. I just said because my group has to choose different time for remote class and I said "if he wants to do it in Friday afternoon in university, then probably ceiling fall onto his fucking head" and she was the only one who gave the laugh emote.

I don't get it. Either I am projecting this on myself or it's even worse and she just keeps laughing at me. I want to fucking stop thinking about this shit, but stuff like that doesn't leave my head. I can imagine my life, marriage and kids within fucking seconds after any slight sign of interest, but it's only making my life worse.