So, I'm 24 and I've encountered a negative pattern in my dating life that gets me worried and pessimistic about my future love life.
A few times by now, I've fallen in love with lesbians or bisexual girls who weren't fully out. They were out to their close friends but not to their family or at work (it's a fairly common situation where I live, not the U.S.). What bothers me was that it really was reflected in our relationships: a couple of times there was this amazing chemistry between us but they wouldn't wanna pursue the relationship out of fear. If we did date, they'd get afraid of showing any affection in public ("someone might see us" excuse) or the bisexual girls didn't take me seriously and just went on to date men because they and their friends never thought of dating a woman as real dating. It pains me to no end, I can't control who I fall in love with and here the dating pool is pretty small so I can't just limit it to proudly out lesbians.
I kinda feel defeated because I can't change the societal perception that a woman dating a man is the only possible or widely accepted option. It's not even only bi girls who decide to take an easy path and date men, but it hurts me so much to see lesbians who suppress their sexuality and settle for men. I've even seen a fair amount of late bloomers who feel kinda "free" after their kids grew up and now they can divorce and live as lesbians. But this also angers me, it's just reinforcing heteronormativity and I feel that a good number of young girls plan to do that to please their families and the society in general.
Anyone has similar opinion/experiences/feelings?
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