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In 2014, I was in the middle of the dating phase in my life. I had managed to get a few girls, but almost none of them were any good. The typical batshit, liberal, entitled, 20-something narcissists that have the expectations of a world leader, but the personal accountability of a toddler. I had one special woman in my life who died in 2012. She was a tall, thick, beautiful redhead named Kaitlyn. There was another girl who I remember above most of them in 2014 though. Her name was Emma. (AI portrait of her.)

Like Kaitlyn, the lady I almost married, she was also a redhead, but THICC! She was also extremely tall for a woman as well, measuring 196 centimeters like an NBA player. And she was pale with curly orange-Ginger hair and emerald green eyes. As far as her body goes, she was near perfect for my type. The one and only physical negative was that she had small boobs. A DD cup, which sounds big, but not when you realize she was super-thick, so on her body, they had the proportion of B's. She really was lacking in the boob department. Although I first loved her personality and her looks, after we ended things, her body is what I remembered the most about her, because learning more about her personality is why we broke up, among other things. In the beginning, I liked how nice and upbeat she was, before I learned the bitter truth about her.

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She was young at the time; I was 26 going on 27 (AI), but she just turned 21 and still in college. She was otherwise a sweet girl, but being in college, started to succumb to the feminist brain-rot. In short, she was quickly becoming woke before "woke" was a known thing. But she was newly indoctrinated and hadn't completely transformed into a full man-hating feminist yet. She was still hetero at this point, and hadn't become lez or started hating all men. And being from a wealthy family from Arizona, she was exactly the kind of person to have more power and privilege - economically and physically - than most, but still was convinced by liberal professors she was "oppressed by patriarchy" for some reason.

I didn't even find out about her horrible brainwashing until after Halloween 2014, where she was convinced to dress up as Rosie the Riveter by one of her hairy-armpit, hippie, female professors and I saw her Facebook photos she posted in costume, after the Halloween party. All of this caused ripples among us and our short-but-intense relationship. I tried to talk to her about her new feminist beliefs, but she was just over the horizon of common sense, logic, and reason at that point. I asked her questions like "How are you oppressed?", "What men have been holding you back in life?," "What men could overpower or threaten someone as big as you?", "How are you making less than male coworkers at your part-time Starbucks job working the exact same hours?", and so on.

But unlike her physical "gymnastics," her mental gymnastics were agile and quick to dodge reality, and everything basically boiled down to "You wouldn't get it, cause you're a man and automatically have it easier than me." Keep in mind, she was six-foot-five-inches tall, had curves many men would love to touch, was in the prime age of her life, and came from an Arizona family worth half a million dollars. Literally everyone else in her social circle, including all her female friends, came from less and had less, than her. And what's extra ironic is, her major in college was in science; Biology I believe. And yet she now believed the complete opposite of reality and science and would probably be one of those "trans women are women" types had that been a thing in 2014 and not 2018-2020 like it was.

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The final catalyst towards the breakup was #Shirtgate, a thing from 2014 where a NASA scientist landed a satellite onto a comet and wore a shirt with some sexy comic book heroines on it at the press event, designed by his female artist friend, and a bunch of fucked-up, angry, feminist cunts 'Canceled' him for it over the internet. When I brought up how cruel and misandrist so many feminists are, citing that as a recent news example, she completely railroaded the NASA guy, saying how he deserved to lose his job and have everything he worked for diminished... All because he wore a fucking shirt with hot girls on it... Designed by his female artist friend. And he wore it as a shout-out to her, on top of it all, as he knew he was going to be on camera and it would help promote her art commissions. So him helping women, while celebrating women, was enough to destroy what should've been the greatest night of his life. And feminists were proud to fuck this poor man over, for nothing but their own wicked shits and giggles.

That was the straw that broke the camel's back. That was the "No, fuck this cunt" moment. I broke up with her over the phone right after that. And it was hard to do to, because my anatomy still remembers her body, to this day. But my brain simply can't respect someone both that stupid and callous. She may have been a 9 or 9.5 physically, but had instantly become a 1 to me after that. Seriously, fuck that bitch. And anyone who would ruin this man's career over a fucking comic book shirt.

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I still think about her on rare occasions; like maybe once a year or so. But I have to always carry myself with some amount of integrity and I simply couldn't continue to support an 'evil' person like that (not that I believe in "evil," but you know... A cruel, merciless bitch of a human being who delights in seeing innocent men's lives destroyed.) She didn't get it then, and I couldn't reason with her, either. She may have seemed like a nice person at first, but she never at any point came across as intelligent, despite her major. She was always an idiot, but in the "everyday, average person" level of moron, not a "fourth-wave feminist" kind of helmet-wearing retard. Not until now.

So after I broke up with her, she remarked something like "Doesn't matter; I have Mike anyway." I asked who was Mike, assuming he was her backup guy in queue. But no; that was her "real" boyfriend in Idaho. Apparently, she was cucking him for me and I never even knew about it. She wasn't even faithful either and tried to explain it away by claiming she was 'polyamorous' (immature man/woman-child code for "a cheater.") Man, she was something else! Because as I said, I was addicted to her body when I was with her. Besides the love of my life (who she was already pretty similar to physically, right down to being tall, thick redheads; with this feminist fool just being a pale, orange-Ginger with green eyes,) her body was close to perfection to me. Like a "twice in a lifetime" girl. A 9 out of 10 (and probably a 9.5 if she didn't have tiny tits.) So walking away from that was hard. It was especially hard to dump someone like that, especially given my own looks, or lack thereof, but it was the right decision.

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Anyway, I ran across her again on two separate occasions after that. In early 2018, she was 24 going on 25, and had just completed all of her university education, getting two degrees, one Bachelor's in Environmental Biology and another in French. She then was looking to become a teacher and was posting all of this online, cause apparently I never un-friended her from Facebook. At one point, she accidentally pocket-called me, and I didn't answer. I texted her. She texted me back and said something along the lines of "Still hate me for respecting women?" She still hadn't grown out of her feminist phase, some four years later. I took the high road that time and simply wished her good luck in her new career field.

Later, around late 2019 or early 2020, I saw she had gotten a job in Arizona teaching science to HS freshmen. She changed her look and possibly lost some minor weight on her face (10-20 pounds, maybe) and had become part of the school faculty and finally looked like maybe she had matured a bit. As part of this, either by her own choice or by the school's request, she had started deleting off her old social media accounts and posts, and I got a notification from Facebook and Instagram about her getting rid of all her accounts to try to disappear off the internet. Maybe this had meant, she was ashamed of her woke Twitter/Tumblrina past. Or maybe the prestigious school she got a job at, made her purge her online footprint. Anyway, my only remaining link to her, her LinkedIn page, doesn't have any pronouns on it, which you'd think would be a given, considering how woke she was becoming and how she now also works in education, so I thought maybe now she had finally grown out of her idiot phase. She has to be at least 30 or 31 as of 2024.

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I was thinking about her today. How much politics divide us. How likely it was we probably would've stayed together if not for her going woke. (Her body would've made me stay for another half a year, at least.) How I guarantee you she hasn't found a new man yet, or at least isn't with one right now, and probably has multiple cats. (I liked her, but I imagine the average man would be scared of a 6'5", 295 lb. pale Ginger nerd chick with giant hips.) To think, I may have had a longer relationship with this kind of person, if not for her being brainwashed into such a toxic ideology.

It's a shame what politics and extremism can do to people. I still do think about if she finally learned her lesson and abandoned the man-hating and blaming all her problems on white dudes or normal everyday conservatives, or if she silently doubled-down on it, leading to her own failed loveless future. It was something to think about and something I was wondering since I woke up from a dream this morning. Figured I'd write about it.

But yeah, it is a shame what politics can do to people...