I've had a hand fetish since I was 9 years old. A commercial came on where this Latina spent 2minutes painting her nails, trying on press-ons, and then wearing long acrylic nails. I was erect for the first time in my life. I could not get over how hot brown hands are with nice nails. It was the only thing on my mind.

Years have passed since that day. I've been around dozens of women with the most bomb, killer, insane nails holding hands with their boyfriend that doesn't have a handfetish. I've listened to countless women talk about how they're going to get their nails done and paint them their boyfriend's favorite color... when he doesn't have a hand fetish.

Now, I exist in a world that purposefully bashes me. Men have their women trained to act like dogs, give blowjobs on command, flash people in public, do nudes, do hardcore porn, literally have cum blasted into their eyes. All I want is a chick that I can hand $60 too and say, "Yo, go get your nails done and lemme see". Touch some bomb ass nails and suck some fingers.

This is the only thing keeping me alive guys. I just want to suck some fingers and then kill myself. I might literally be here until the end of earth because it wont happen. There's nothing to live for besides this. If I die without experiencing fucking hands, the literal same hands that dozens of girls will feel up their crushes with without them showing a SHRED of interest in them, I'm going to vomit my soul out.

I hate life. I wish all niggers get sent the fuck back to Africa. Fuck women, Fuck Jews, Fuck every goddamn stupid shitty nigger race out there and their subhuman genetics.