I'm not an AM but honestly, don't marry a bananarang. You deserve better than an AW who sees you as a backup option after failed relationships with WM. Try to find a girl who genuinely likes you, that is, girls attracted to AM or not having any racial preferences. I know AM have it harder than Asian-looking women in the West in terms of dating, but there are still many women out there open to dating AM. Go for those women.

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