and i'd like to say i've made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and i don’t expect to be forgiven. i’m simply here to apologize. what we came across that day in the woods was obviously unplanned. the reactions you saw on tape were raw; they were unfiltered. none of us knew how to react or how to feel. i should have never posted the video. i should have put the cameras down and stopped recording what we were going through. there's a lot of things i should have done differently but i didn't. and for that, from the bottom of my heart, i am sorry. i want to apologize to the internet. i want to apologize to anyone who has seen the video. i want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by mental illness, or depression, or suicide. but most importantly i want to apologize to the victim and his family. for my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. i don’t deserve to be defended. the goal with my content is always to entertain; to push the boundaries, to be all-inclusive. in the world i live in, i share almost everything i do. the intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. like i said i made a huge mistake. i don’t expect to be forgiven, i’m just here to apologize. i'm ashamed of myself. i’m disappointed in myself. and i promise to be better. i will be better. thank you.