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[–]Zapped 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (2 children)

Serious questions here. What makes you feel this way about wanting to check out? How long does this feeling usually last?

[–]jingles[S] 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

its a long story.. it has been a burden for me for most of my life.. my first attempt to end my life was when i was twelve years old, i ate a bottle of sleeping pills.

when i am happy and my hands and my mind are busy, i lose track of those ideas.

thats the short answer.


[–]Zapped 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Thank you for the honesty. I think some of us can daydream and get lost in thoughts and ideas while some of us need external stimuli to feed on. I'm sure that you're more the expert than me on this, though.