I EXPERIENCED IT BEFORE , NOT REALLY WANTING TO CTB ,TOOK JUST A TABLESPOON . ITS REALLY POISONOUS THATS WHY U NEED arithmetic . I was placed in the psy ward for weeks. With a bed and nothing else terrifies me.
Yeah a small amount mighy not kill you but attract attention as your blood turns bluish choco. People will take it as a suicide attempt.
Even doing at a hotel is not 100% fool proof. Just make sure once consume SN dont wander out of the room where nosy people will call 911. Put a no disturb sign. Book hotel 3 days to have ample time to recover if anything goes wrong.
ALSO no street drugs , you are here for a mission, benzos might make u lose your focus and drop the plan. Dont vomit do it one time good and dont overtske . Keep a backup glass if u wanting to ctb that bad.
1)Know the hotel cleaning hours . They have the keys to tidy up your room ,also you dont want them to call the ambulamce.
2)once vomit , u can choose to drink up the vomit or take the 2nd glass. The more u take the longer metabolism takes to return to nor.m
Or u can TRY USING HANDS TO MAKE YOURSELF VOMIT MORE. ITS IN THE PPHB. Try an0ther day.
3)Remember the worst senario is when u are being forced into a Psy ward. Thats the biggest fear one can get.
My advise is to see how much u vomitted. If alot try to rid your body of the SN . Once u are out of hotel room with blue choco skin ,thats it . Psy ward awaits you.
I have also read that you can take it IV, which might reduce the vomiting issue, but nah, not gonna go that route
I have read that some take a test dose of a spoonful and it kills them.