Yeah, but push through. The blackpill is to simply realise how dirty and "real politik" most peoples behaviours are. They're either lacking in self awareness and insight, or narcissists. Suffering, and being excluded from the game, like incels, especially disabledcels, you want raw blackpilling stories talk to guys in wheelchairs. Their entire life is being virtue signalled towards, or disgust.

When you suffer, it forces the brain out of its comfort zone. You gain insight. Suffering is the only way to gain compassion. Empathy isn't compassion. Empathy is simply being able to read another human. Most people with empathy then use it to manipulate. Compassion is better. Even if you don't have empathy. But people who don't suffer don't have compassion. At best they can virtue signal, like those rich kids who spout tokenistic left wing bullshit about helping people, or the environment. But it's a virtue signal, its a fashion statement, vs true selfless compassion.

Think the bible story, of the rich merchant donating and the poor widow donating.

Fact is, with our hugely increased rates of narcissism we're seeing in society compared to 30-50 years ago, we are arguably living in the least compassionate, arguably spiritual less, godless etc times in a long while. Due to technology economically in the west we are doing well. But at the same time, our western good life and greed is fuelled by suffering for the people at the bottom.

Once you break through and realise this though, you can find happiness in working with others who have compassion. I try to distance myself from all the vain cunts I can. I was abused as a kid for decades, which led to school bullying. All led also to terrible posture which led to a spinal injury.

I've recovered after years, and even looksmaxxed. You know what I found at the top? Just vain cunts. And they could tell I didn't fit in. I didn't have the arrogance of treating incels and low tier guys like they were beneath me. TO mog them and push them around.

I was incel for a while, while young, and when I was disabled. The incels I know are honestly healthier individuals in terms of behaviour. It's akin to a narcissistic family. Family members all take on roles. And there's always one person in the family, usually a child who is the black sheep and picked on and scapegoated. Ironically that member is often the one who grows up into the most emotionally mature healthy adult. Why? They have compassion and never engaged in bullying others.

This is a long rant, but we also live in a bullying culture. Like I said, they looked at me weird when I wouldn't push around a lower tier guy. Like It was unnatural of me not to. It's so ingrained, it's acceptable behaviour.