i have Heart Failure and other painful chronic conditions, on around 40 tabs over 14 medications.including 50mcg Fentanyl Patches and 400mg Tramadol Spent £20,000+ in making my Sheltered Housing Complex bungalow my final natural exit. Now Council are going to destroy it internally and make the 30 bugalows clones of each other. Along with appeals I Have posted to Council, my MP & Council Advocacy Service videos of finished internal and external work video slideshow under siouxsie and the banshees "happy house" when nearly completed 2020 & 2022 slideshow of MashTheme " Suicide is painless, which they have cornered me into doing, as wont die in their LITTLE CLONED PATHETIC EXCUSE FOR HOUSE!PVC Trunking to every socket, light switch, teating off my wall cladding, destroying my kitchen, built for my Carers B4 I moved in, now to be Breakfast Bar when I'm BEDRIDDEN, destroying the kitchen wal, destroys a Beautiful Featured Lounge wall, removing Retro Bay Window Seat as new straight windows. Entire house walkthrough continuos white laminate flooring, to be removed and LINO to be put in place. Have all red SMEG Appliances, they have to go cos no room, and all New Gloss Black Kitchen cupboard and drawer fronts to be taken off, so much more Tired of fighting! "NOBODY LISTENS" This was my pyramid my final designed sarcophagus my little piece that said This was my final Design! I am on 50mcg Fentanyl patches, have around 8 of those plus 20 of 25mcg and loads 12mcg, as they r trying to cut me back to 43mcg,as im elderly they say as early 60's been on them since accident 2011 so 25mcg +12 + I cut a 12 to a 6. I am on 15mg Diazepal, 30mg Citalipram,Busporine 2 x 10mg and parcetemol to give Tramadol kick, but dont want to fail, and organ damage l8er with paracetemol, I had MI Stemi 2017 so loads heart meds. I want a way out that after few minutes I will be unconcious. My young Brother had same Heart Attack as me, January 2022 but no help, I was disabled but still working as Photographer in own Studio and got 999 help, Just want to be with him now, Children and Grandchildren hardly see them, all over UK, so It's just me and my Carers, and they have no time for conversation! I HAVE UNTIL BEGINNING OF JULY, I'M SLOWLY DYING ANYWAY AND SO LONELY 24/7/365, House was only beautiful thing I saw each day!
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