This is something that I have been thinking more about in recent months when I recently made a vent-type post where I was just talking about how my dating life was going as a feminine gay man and wanting to connect with some other feminine gay men about it as well as scouring other various gay subreddits and reading threads that were started by feminine gay men who either were doing vent-type posts about their own dating struggles as feminine gay men or even questioning whether they were "actually men" or transgender.
Going back to my own post, I was getting so many comments that the reason why my dating is difficult is because I "look trans", that I 'dress trans" which is in relation to me looking very feminine and nonconforming since I don't make myself look masculine. Obviously I think it's bullshit because it doesn't matter how I dress, I'm still a guy and I'm not trying to be anything other than myself. These kinda comments made me reflect on some of my old threads I started on thos threads through the years and remembering how I would have people saying that I come off "trans" or that I should even just "go trans" nevermind the fact that I was and still am upfront that I don't believe in the ideology and that I'm not shy of correcting people if they call me by female pronouns.
So with that in mind, when I was looking at other threads written by other various feminine gay men and taking a look at the comments, I would see that they too would be getting these kinds of comments of other gay men saying that these feminine men were or "might be" "trans" and knowing what I do now, knowing that it doesn't matter how a man dresses or acts, it doesn't make him a woman because women are not some sort of costume or a feeling in your head, that women are a state of sex (female) and that's all it is, I was hoping that these feminine men would see through this and some do but others, not so much...
This got me to thinking that there are some more masculine/masculine leaning gay men who try to gaslight feminine gay men into believing that we aren't men. On the other end, I'd be getting comments like that from some Bisexual men who were really just closet-cases with internalized homophobia who would try to convince me that I'm really a woman because of how I looked and my personality.
I remember some of the comments I received and I doubled down on my not believing in gender ideology, some of these men would try to push back hard, saying that I'm in denial and other rhetoric of that nature and I feel that if I wasn't as head strong and self-assured as I am now, I could be tricked into believing it. And to be honest, I used to have subtle beliefs of thinking I wasn't a man many years ago because of how ostracized I'd get from other men and not understanding at the time that women are not a personality or a costume you can just put on.
In the gay men's scene, there was always this sort of contention that a lot of masculine gay men have towards feminine gay men because the mainstream media tended to paint this narrative that all gay men are feminine by only having feminine and/or flamboyant gay men in media. This makes some masculine gay men feel that feminine gay men a bad name and I can't help but feel that some of these more masculine gay men use the trans ideology to try to erase feminine gay men in belief that by doing this, the mainstream media and by extension society, will stop stereotyping all gay men as being effeminate and that any feminine gay man, especially those that dress in feminine styles are not men at all.
I'm just wondering if there is any sliver of truth to this theory because this has been on my mind for a good few weeks now.
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