LGB ErasureTruth telling: Realized my AGP was just a way for me to justify not being homosexual

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[–]xanditAGAB (Assigned Gay at Birth) 14 insightful - 1 fun14 insightful - 0 fun15 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

I was then raised on SOY FORMULA.

That strikes me as a troll, but who knows?

[–]dilsencySame-sex community 1 insightful - 2 fun1 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 2 fun -  (0 children)

Sounds like pseudo-science, but what do I know.

[–]Femaleisnthateful 14 insightful - 1 fun14 insightful - 0 fun15 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

I'm actually surprised that this subreddit is allowed to exist

[–]stunaep 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun -  (1 child)

Can any gays here actually relate to this man? Even remotely?????

His theory that he's secretly 100% gay and just "meta-attracted to women" sounds in-fucking-sane.

[–]ChunkeeguyTeam T*RF Fuck Yeah[S] 3 insightful - 1 fun3 insightful - 0 fun4 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Yep

[–]stunaep 7 insightful - 1 fun7 insightful - 0 fun8 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

These people are just as homophobic as any straight trans:

Perhaps it was combination of that your mother breastmilk got associated as a baby with trowing up and still looking for a subconsious closer relationship with your father. Breast feading is part of bonding mother and son, by release oxytocin, the same hormone that is released during climaxing on hetrosexual, homesexual, AGP, etc. fantasies. Oxytocin is a happy hormone that creates a warm comforting feeling and nutralizes cortisol, the stress hormone.

https://www.josephnicolosi.com/collection/trauma-as-the-foundation-of-homosexuality

Emotionally Absent Fathers: Furthering the Understanding of Homosexuality

https://journals.sagepub.com/doi/10.1177/009164710403200105

How are your communication and social skills, like to approach someone for a talk?

[–]aHobbitsTale 6 insightful - 1 fun6 insightful - 0 fun7 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Well that's a hot mess. Take a temporalspatial excursion with me.

Pretend that the place is say...North American continent, modern-day state of Virginia, on the coast and the year... perhaps, 1806.

Could you come up with a succinct model, understanding, and meaning-making of male homosexuality as we have today? Yourself existing in--not quite a vacuum, but a rarified atmosphere. Or would you be drawn to some dalliance that gives a quick answer?

Back to modernity, with its plethora of information... how to sort through all of it?

Both are extremities, but people... people have stayed the same. We want our quick, simple answers. To solve our immediate anxieties, so on, and so forth.

"I was so happy that I wasn't REALLY homosexual even though being labeled as an autogynephile is probably worse from a social perspective. I didn't care, at least I wasn't gay! That would just be SO terrible."

Everyone has their own idea of what constitutes social desirability. But doesn't that quote revealed how tortured their logic is?

Not homo. Good. AGP worse. But... homo worse-worse... It doesn't follow.

Back to Virginia in the year 1806. Could you expect the same? Circular reasoning. Anxiety around social desirability, etc.

I shouldn't have to point out the incredible anxiety, self-doubt, "what will they think of me?" so-on-and-so-forth of non heterosexuality, here. But it's applicable to this person. They're undertaking the same process, what's been foisted on them, and they are doing it with their novel variety in 2023.

[–]MarkJeffersonTight defenses and we draw the line 2 insightful - 1 fun2 insightful - 0 fun3 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

Basically I was very afraid to be gay and always thought there was no way I could ever be one of those people. NO WAY!

Possible HOCD.

I had a very normal childhood with no sexual abuse, at least that I can remember.

Sad that he feels that he has to say that as that's probably what so many people's mind goes to. "No sexual abuse, brah!"

I finally found my answer on why I loved looking and acting like a woman but that I could still be heterosexual and that I was just pseudo-bisexual or meta-attracted to males. I was so happy that I wasn't REALLY homosexual even though being labeled as an autogynephile is probably worse from a social perspective. I didn't care, at least I wasn't gay! That would just be SO terrible.

It didn't take long before I felt that this was wrong. I thought, if anything, I really am homosexual and pseudo-bisexual or meta-attracted to females. My homophobia was so strong that for almost my entire life I wasn't able to realize this.

Meta-attraction is an interesting concept. In that sub, it basically amounts to, "I'm attracted/want to have sex with -insert sex-..... like/as a woman". And there's always that second part. This is why the consequent terms of pseudo-bisexual or pseudo-homosexual were created, to address this phenomenon. Here, they changed their mind about which meta attraction they even had, so I'm not sure what's what here.

I started thinking, let's play devils advocate here and that's where the detransitioners came in. I started reading all of the horror stories of hormone therapy side effects, surgery complications, skin damage from laser or electrolysis. I thought to myself, this just reeks of self harm masked in the promise of finding your "true self".

One less trans capture at least.

I knew at this point that I was 100% not a woman trapped in a man's body. I was just a man in a man's body.

Why does this sound so much like the concept of a soul? Gender identity rhetoric is essentially just repackaged otherworldly spirituality. I can understand the appeal in our society where individuals are increasingly disconnected from the tangible world(due to lacking in physicality-grounding labour/activity and specialization in highly conceptual fields/disciplines) and with no strong sense of identity. Religion(otherworldly especially) was and still is the opiate of poor people. Perhaps gender ideology is the neo-opiate of younger generations that are relatively poor as well as lacking in real-world success and lack identity as a consequence.

I love being smoothly shaved, wear make up, wear wigs (they make a nice hat haha!) and my favorite thing to wear are dresses that are above the knee. Pretty much the only underwear I wear are thongs. The question I asked myself was, does clothing logically have a sex? My answer was, of course not, it's just fabric haha! This realization helped me feel way more comfortable wearing these items in public. I use the men's restroom and get weird looks but hey, I AM A MAN. I absolutely love sucking cock and getting fucked in the ass. I'm a homosexual man and thankfully I realized this before I messed my body up with hormones or surgeries. Be careful out there guys and consider my story, you might be like me. :)

Well, he seems happy anyway...

[–]automoderatorHuman-Exclusionary Radical Overlord[M] 1 insightful - 1 fun1 insightful - 0 fun2 insightful - 1 fun -  (0 children)

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